S.O.S

That was one fucking harsh day.
Don't know why I felt so, but I felt so.
It feels like my energy is burning out,
or somebody is draining my energy.

I thought I have grown up enogh to deal with my life alone,
but I guess it was wrong.
It takes too much effort to stand with my bare two feet.
I am exhausted.

Surprisingly, it's my first hurdle to jump over.
I though I could handle it by my self.
Am I still too weak?
I guess so.

I realized I still am very fragile and vulnerable.
I need someone to empower me, hug me, adore me.
I need as strong supporter as I used to have.
I think about him too often these days.
Yes, I am a bitch.
I am surprised to see my evil and self-centered side.
I had been a bitch,
I was a bitch,
I am a bitch.
Disappointed.

My dreams are like stars up in the sky.
It's beautiful,
It's shining,
It also looks like I can't reach it.

Oh, how juvenile I am.
I'm still an immature little fairy-tale believer.
To such a girl, the world is so overwhelming.

Somebody, please hold my hand, and say I'm doing well.

My crushed heart is now shattered pieces by pieces.




Rescue me.





HELP ME!!!!!

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